Losing my grip is a paper note in Fallout 76, introduced in the Expeditions: Atlantic City update part two, America's Playground.
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The note can be found on the top floor of the Rose Room, on the desk next to Antonio Russo's terminal.
Transcript[]
I can't let on to Evelyn just how much this is killing me. Ever since Abbie left, my head's been filled with this fog. It's like my brain's a car and the driver's slamming on the breaks. The answers to simple questions evade me. I often walk into rooms wondering why I went in there in the first place.
What scares me more than anything, is that these are the exact symptoms I first read about when I began researching dementia. Is this some sort of karma?! Can't let myself think like that. It's probably all just psychosomatic.
It's just stress, plain and simple.