Both journals can be found inside Monongah Mine:
- Journal #1 is in a metal locker near the tinker's workbench at the entrance area.
- Journal #2 is next to a radio inside the blue Hornwright Industrial trailer in the center of the large cavern before the boss fight.
You know those games kids play where they ask you what you'd rather do? Would you rather starve or eat another person? Those games are supposed to be hypothetical, until they ain't.
Everyone said we shouldn't just let him go to waste, shouldn't let his death be in vain. It still don't seem right to me. Is it enough to just survive if you can't face the person you've become?
I can feel the last bits of my sanity slipping. The lack of days and nights is driving me crazy. It makes me sick to my stomach to think about the things I've done. At this point, I'm not sure if I want to make it out of here alive anyway. I'm a damn monster now.
I'm always hungry. It doesn't matter how much I eat, I still want more. I can't control my urges anymore. People ain't dying fast enough to satisfy my hunger. I... I must do what I have to do. Please don't tell Maggie.