I'm a damn fool, an I just made things worse.
When Winston's drugs weren't workin I thought I should put them in the aerosolizer so he'd get exposed to the medicine all day long. Instead all I did was cause the deer to mutate into something unnatural.
I'm sorry to those deer. They didn't do nothing wrong. I had the best of intentions, I swear it, but all I did was make a mess of things. Now I don't want to go back to that farm and see the monsters I created.
Hell, without Winston, I don't see the point of goin on at all.